Went to H’s shop today, so long since I last saw her! Life has been remarkably good today. Mum is back and my problems have been solved. All except the fact that I feel that I am getting sick and Dad is being an ass. I don’t understand why he keeps delaying my allowance, if you don’t want to give it to me then let me know. I want to work seriously. I can’t stand the fact that I have to get scolded for no reasons and sort of starve myself when I don’t have money. I saw the card that I wrote to him 5 years ago. It said “Happy Birthday Daddy! I know this card is ugly. Sorry!” and I drew him a cake with candles below. I was thinking if I should draw another one for Father’s Day but I don’t know how to bring myself to that.
Sometimes maybe everything hurts so much that you just want someone to hold you and tell you that don’t worry, everything will be fine. I wish...
Anyway tomorrow is tough training for pool with H! We’re going to play buffet. Hehe so excited, finally! Just hope that F wouldn’t be the one working.